hi .
monday , didn't go for land . finished up the maths test paper and the edpr project piece .
tuesday , went for the maths remedial , didn't crash girl's slot .
wednesday , was feeling abit feverish . so didn't go for comb. land .
thursday , went for em3a retest , went to see a doctor after that .
doctor said he guess it was common flu , so he gave me 1day mc , can't do sports for 1week . sian .
friday , didn't go school . rested at home .
thursday slept at 12 ? all the way till 1 . fever came again , slept at 5 , till 8 .
had dinner , used com and slept from 12 till 1 on saturday . Slept like 16 hours on thursday ? wth .
saturday , mom asked me to monitor my fever , so I didn't go for slot .
gerald and waiyong came over .
had dinner at subway @ bukitpanjangplaza .
nugget . bought italian b.m.t , footlong . itchy mouth of mine ordered extra bacon and cheese .
11.60$ . wthhhh .
sian .
so came back , we played dota together . lol .
first time play with waiyong sia . haha .
they left , slept after that .
woke up at 10 today , bought breakfast , went for slot .
threw some balls . then shoulder ached abit . :/
must be the medicine ball . :/
then eugene came out of boat , 'cos his thumb was injured by malcolm's ball . :/
so we sat down awhile while eugene put some ice on his thumb .
showered after that , went with the juniors to timah market . they ate , then me and eugene walked to bukittimahshoppingcentre to see the " tui na " doctor .
turns out that it was closed , so we headed home .
eugene went to see another doctor somewhere else , turns out he can't do activities for 2weeks . lol .
came home , slacked , played dota with shi jie .
sian .
When i try to talk to you , your answer like , idk , not like before ? that's what I feel .
for the sake of the future , for the sake of our team , be it whether is there a change in anything now , to be safe , I'll just stop . :)
All the best then . Go for it .


I don't know if you know this or not , but yes , I like you .
but from today onwards , I'll try to forget you .
I hope you two will be together in the near future .
All the best to the two of you . (:
kbai !

Labels: Sick . 21 guns . Bros . Hermanos . Time to stop .

top. || 4:06 PM

hi .
had slot yesterday , was alright . did fast break drills .
pretty tired after slot , but didn't feel it during slot . :D
after slot , went to eat at market , then last minute decision to play l4d at plaza !
hahaha !
imbaaaa . played l4d , then headed to meet eugene at city hall . left our crossroads earpiece there . (:
headed to toa payoh to sell eugene's phone . :)
took train to jurong , headed to momo jenny's house .
had dinner !
happy birthday sim pei eun , primary1 girlfriend ! (:
love you deep deep worsxxxxxxxxxxxxxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !
hahahahha !
took jiiujiu sebastian's car to town . :D
met leo , watched haunting in connecticut .
nugget . go in scare ourselves only . we damn smart . :/
reached home at 2 .
slept straightaway .
woke up at 8.45 . late for junior's slot . :/
rushed out of the house at 9 .
headed for slot .
played some attack defence .
then played match . :)
yay ! today we win alumni !
super happy . I think 3-2 ? (:
last minute jeremy shot this damn imba shot .
I think alot of us clapped ? like , kinda spinned .
dickson's paddle blocked , but it like , magically went in .
don't know how to explain , just damn imba .
:)
after slot , we discussed our nat champs team arrangement . :)
all the best to the two teams okay ?
(:
after our match , did abit of shooting .
twist trunk imba siol . :o
ahahha . jiayou benedict !
after today's slot , went to play l4d again .
HAHAH .
this time just benson , me , jeremy and weiwen .
nugget . we spent 3hours playing 2maps . WTH !
HAHAHA . LAST STAGE WE WASTE DAMN ALOT OF TIME .
NUGGET .
UNTIL NEED TO CAMP . LOL .
there was once they fought 5 tanks .
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL .
DAMN FUNNNNY .
hahahahhaha !
after l4d , headed home . :)
read up abit of maths , maybe try doing it after this . get ready for tuesday . :)
that's all I guess .
land training tomorrow . :)



jiayou hermanos . let's do our best . :)
coach carter was damn good . (Y)(Y)(Y)
kbai .

Labels: Hermanos . L4d . Nat champs . Haunting in connecticut . Need money .

top. || 10:17 PM

hi .
just came back from wenhao's birthday chalet !
happy birthday wenhao ! (:
got kiok ann , zhan cheng , haikel , benson , peng hoe , kang liang , marc , jerome . all this were the people I know . hahaha .
saw some others , like eddie ? ong leng or something ? haha .
funny bunch .
drank abit . :D
so anyway , today was damn tiring . :/
training tomorrow . :/
buying watch maybe ? :D
KTHXBAI BROS !


how many times can I break til I shatter ?

Labels: Shattered . Happy birthday . Collon . Cookies .

top. || 12:15 AM

jiayou benedict .
you can do this .
focus , concentrate .
go for it .
加油 .
(:

Labels: 加油 .

top. || 12:12 AM

hi .
worked alot last week , worked + training . as well as spend time with dad .
so , monday , went to work , then went for land training abit . then went to eat with arif and the rest at market .
tuesday , worked , then I forgot what I did .
wednesday , went for gathering ! then .. went home ? damn , keep forgetting stuff . :/
thursday , worked , borrowed cds , ate with arif , then went for slot .
friday , went to school for edpr make up lesson , turns out that I passed . :/
gymed with romeo , then came home .
went to hilltop restaurant at jurong for teppanyaki dinner with family . :D
headed to kbox after that . HAHA !
借口 ftw ! :D
hahaha . headed home at around , 2am ? or something like that . haha !
saturday , sent dad off , then went to momo karen's house for dinner . :)
sunday , went for slot , then headed to town with koko , arif , junwei .
walked around abit , then headed to eugene's house for mahjong with zixin , malcolm and eugene .
zixin won 17$ , I won 10$ .
haha . had hong kong mee after that at ksl . :D
headed home .
today , woke up at 8.30 for a 9am class . wth .
super late . :/
rushed , left house and took the 8.45 bus . express . :D
went for ael tutorial , took back my common test paper .
got 70 / 100 . WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE . :D
HAHAHHAHA .
LIKE SHIOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK .
HAHHAHA .
didn't expect to get 70 , 'cos didn't have much confidence for ael . (:
yayyyyy . :)
heh . waiting for del , appg and maths .
shiok . :D
edpr was okay , finished on time . :)
then , headed for land .
gymed , happy birthday to ivan & tyfin . :D
market for dinner .
damn , very heaty now . :(
ulcers + body feeling very hot . :(
alright , off to sleep . :D
加油 x infinity yo . :B
晚安 . :D

Labels: Ael . Goodbye . Krazy . 加油 . Xlarge .

top. || 10:42 PM

hi .
back from genting last night . :D
so , saturday had slot , then rushed home , packed my stuff , went over to ger's place to celebrate his & shilei's birthday . :D
so , I waited for the surprise guest downstairs , then I walked up with the surprise guest .
when ger opened the door and saw her , he was stunned , I guess .
HAHAH . well , I'm sure he was . :)
so anyway , ms. tan walked in , everyone said hi .
I hoped everyone was shocked . :D
ahaha , so they watched monsters vs. aliens abit , then we played bang abit , then ordered pizza .
after the pizza & kfc came , I sent ms. tan downstairs , then went back up .
finished up the kfc , then we went to lepak , take pictures .
like funny , the conversations we had .
HAHAHHA .
then we all left at around 11.30 ?
I headed to leo's place .
then they were playing dota .
hahahaha .
then after that , we watch hot shot until 4am .
then we slept until 6plus .
damn tired sia .
then went to boon lay shopping centre to take the coach .
had lousy prawn noodle , leo had prata , shi jie had porridge .
HAHAHA . leo ordered milo peng , sibei sibei sibei gao gao .
like drink already , you sure get diabetes those kind .
HAHAHA .
then we headed to wait for shi jie's family to come .
then after they come already , we got on the coach . :D
started out 6hour plus journey to genting .
tried sleeping , reached customs wake up .
reach malaysia custom wake up again .
then slept , woke up afew times .
hahah , then we reached genting already ! :D
checked in , then we slacked for awhile , then we headed downstairs to go walk walk . :D
saw afew shops , walked in . see afew things .
haha , then came dinner time . :D
we went to have dinner at mushroom park or something , nice man the food . (Y)
hahaha ! then we bought some stuffs , then went back hotel room .
go back , shower , then we went out again !
HAHA . went to the arcade , bought more stuffs and then went back . :)
then , watch some shit shows on tv .
then we slept .
woke up at like , 10 ? we set alarm at 8plus I think .
HAHHAHA .
rushed down for breakfast , I sneaked in . :o
then we went to play theme park alreadyyyyy . :D
first ride , viking .
then after that , space shot I think .
then , corkscrew , then viking again I think .
after viking , we sat the spin spin thing .
HAHA .
then we went indoors , bought some stuff and had marrybrown . :)
after marrybrown , walk around abit .
shi jie's cousins ah , nugget , keep smoking one eh . like chain like that .
then after that , we went back , slacked abit , then I forgot what we did already . HAHAHA .
went out for rides at night , with the younger cousins . :D
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went back to the hotel , went over to shi jie's cousin's room .
pollution ttm .
drank abit , but the pollution is ttm .
played cards until like , 4am ? then went to old town .
slacked until 6am .
went back , slept until I think around 9 ? woke up , then rushed for breakfast .
HAHAH .
me , leo & shi jie finished 7 people's breakfast in like , 15minutes ? actually I think faster than that .
HAHAHA . express eating . :D
then , went to celebrate shi jie's mother's birthday , then we went shopping . (:
bought a polo tee . :D
then rushed to the coach , boarded the coach and started our journey back .
watched the what tactical unit show .
damn stupid I swear . waste my time , I could've slept . :/
had dinner , bought pancake biscuits , then headed back .
nothing much . :D
tuesday , I forgot . :/
wednesday , went for land . :D
thursday , went to work abit , then headed to sentosa for awhile .
then , came friday .
恶鬼训练 ttm !
won't talk about the camp , but we did alot of PT's , running , push ups , and not enough sleep , mental shagness , cui palms , cui legs , cui back . :(
my lower back hurts , well , it doesn't hurt now . :/
it hurt abit yesterday , like cannot walk / run . :////
today much better already . (:
恶鬼训练 was good , I feel all of us much more bonded already ! hahahahha . (:
and of course , the most important thing that I will always think of , " BE REMEMBERED " .
damn touching , I swear . )':
恶鬼训练 ftw ! :)
ngee annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ki ah ! <3
anyway , they are celebrating benson's birthday now .
happy birthday in advance benson . haha .
sibei shagggggggggggg . dota anyone ?
working tomorrow morning 9 . :o
baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D

Labels: 恶鬼训练 . Be remembered . Ngee ann ki ah .

top. || 1:39 PM

hi .
training tomorrow .
jiayou .
terminator today , cool shit .
hungry the whole day .
great company . :)
sian ttm .
bai .

Labels: Terminator . sprinting . Transformers . sian ttm .

top. || 12:56 AM

hello .
exams now , had appg on monday , em3a yesterday , and del today .
appg = cui .
em3a , see luck .
del should be good . (:
last wednesday , went to school , watch terminator3 , then went to jurong east with lifen to activate my card . hahah . then went home , studied abit .
thursday , forgot . :/
friday , studied with wenhao and the rest abit ! (:
saturday , gymed with wenhao and the rest , then went to see them play soccer .
HAHA . played abit . :)
went to leo's house to shower , slacked abit .
met gerald at coffee bean .
left at around 7plus .
headed to momo jenny's place for family dinner .
sunday , met shijie to study appg . failed , so we headed over to his place .
studied abit , then went to have dinner with him at market . nicholas joined us . :D
went home , slept .
monday . cui .
so that's about it . that's my week . :/
lika sian .
tomorrow ael , last paper .
don't even know how to do . :/
going to change my earpiece with eugene and the rest tomorrow . like finally . hahaha .
friday , terminator salvation !
haha ! can't wait . :D
saturday , not sure . :/
sunday , GENTING ! :D
coming back on tuesday . :)
currently staying at grandma's place . with the twins ! :D
like fun , woke up this morning , played with the twins awhile . then headed to school .
ael tomorrow , I'm blogging now , and I don't have any mood to study ael at all . :/
holidays come quickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
can't wait to enjoy gss . (:
JUST DANCE , GONNA BE OKAYYYYYYYY .
bye bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B

Labels: Terminator . genting . holidays . gss . twins .

top. || 8:37 PM

hello .
was sick the whole of last week until now .
monday had physical selection , but no choice , had to take it .
2.4km timing sucked like hell .
pull ups 15 only , dips 95 , bicep curl 33 , shoulder 65 , sit ups 3x only . :(
super cuiiiiiii . :(
tuesday , went to watch terminator 2 with lifen . HAHAHHA .
then just before the ending , had to leave 'cos david was coming to pick us up . D:
sorry lifen . D:
tuesday , went to riza's place at east coast .
cui ttm .
helped him open boxes , he gave me a packet of condom . :/
halfway through , david said he gave the :o expression when he saw my back . omg . :(
then , he asked me to drink his liquor . :///////////////////////
LIKE CUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII . :(
wednesday , went for land training , couldn't run because I couldn't breathe properly , so I went to gym with wei hong .
hahahha . I think quite effective eh . Chest did my 25 - 25 again . :)
then after that , went to mac to eat .
thursday , can't remember . D:
friday . can't remember . D:
saturday , went for freshie's slot .
then after that , went for adidas sundown helpout . :D
haahah , reached home at 2am ?
OH YA I JUST REMEMBERED .
ME , MARKUS , ADAM & YAOGUANG DAMN STUPID , ALIGHT AT BUONA VISTA WANT TO TAKE CIRCLE LINE TO BISHAN . AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH .
STUPID YAO GUANG , I FORGOT WHAT HE SAY ALREADY SIA . HAHAHHAHA .
then when we coming home , we took nr7 from eunos that area , to town .
I told the uncle too hot then he turned the temperature down . ;p
alighted at town , adam took his nr5 , we took our nr3 .
reached home , slept .
sunday , selection .
cui . played match , quite cui .
after that , had friendly with nat team girls .
I think we played quite well eh , but we can play better . :)
after that , went to beauty world to wait for sis & kahmin's manicure . :/
went to rail mall to have ramen ramen . =D
headed to timahplaza to get dog food for lifen . hahaha .
then headed to her place pass her .
took 187 home , then slack awhile , then slept .
yesterday , went for AEL tutorial , then met shi jie to " study " abit .
we had brunch at canteen3 , then waited for leonel to come .
went to find damian , then they two left .
me and shijie headed to shijie's house to study maths .
HAHHA .
leonel came over after his class , taught me two methods .
then he went home .
had dinner at shijie's place , then headed to play basketball at limbang with leonel and his friends .
LOL . got schoolgirl sio . :o
HAHHAHA . then played 3 matches , damn tired .
cabbed home after that .
today , had a damn long day , 9 - 5 . steam . D:
at 10 , went to timah market to buy breakfast , headed over to leonel's house .
HAHAHHA . ate breakfast , then watched tv .
came to school for ael + del . :/
had early dinner with leonel at canteen3 , then went to study abit at library with Pks !
hahhahahahahhaha .
did abit of del , can get 30marks in common test alreadyyyyy . weeeeeeeeeeeeeee . :D
came home , slacked .
played a quick round of dota , then heading off to leonel's place to study .
tomorrow watching terminator3 with lifen !
goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B

Labels: Robots and terminators . porridge . lamb and rice . :B

top. || 9:35 PM

hello .
was sick on friday .
fever + sore throat that became tonsillitis again . :(
didn't go for slot on saturday .
so friday , I went to eat panadol .
best thing ?
Idk who went to put another medicine in the panadol box , and I ate that medicine .
my mom didn't tell me nicely , or try to calm me down .
she shouted at me , who doesn't look at the medicine before eating .
I was like , who the hell puts another medicine in the panadol box .
-.-
so anyway , after eating my medicine , I went to sleep .
saturday , didn't go for slot , slept around 10hours , quite recharged . (:
the 10hours sleep was realllly gooooooooooooood . :D
damn nua , then played dota .
around evening , leonel ask me go play pool .
unwillingly , I went . HAHAHA .
played until like , 8 ? then me , leo and nick went to westmall to slack .
we had dinner , then walk walk abit .
at 9.30 , I suddenly had feeling to play mahjong , so we called shi jie . :)
then we headed to nicholas' house for express mahjong !
in the end , we failed at the express mahjong . HAHAHA .
like play one dong feng only sia . :/
waste time .
HAHAHAHAH .
but was okay .
then went home , slept . :)
today , went for slot .
throat hurt like hell .
helped jim , shaun and jian hao with the rolls . :)
then we used boat !
THEN MY PADDLE SUDDENLY GOT HELLO KITTY SIA . HAHAHHAHAHA !
damn cool sia during game .
I think I did something DAMN COOOOOOOOOL .
I HELP WEI ZHENG WITH ONE FAST BREAK .
DAMN COOL , ME AND HIM ONLY .
THEN THAT PUSSY , NEVER SHOOT IN !
WAH RAOSZXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . HAHAH BASKET WEI HONG .
but I seriously think damn chio sia ! :D
but anyway , our team won .
maybe mainly 'cos our team had alot of alumni . :/
a few times made mistakes . :(
after slot , went to market to eat .
ate the new fishball noodles , like nice only !
then bought chwee kueh .
BLUFF MY MONEY , I HOPE YOUR STALL CLOSE DOWN SIA .
DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE CHWEE KUEH ACT YI GE .
WASTE MY MONEY . :(
came home , then went bukit timah hill to train legs .
HAHAHAH . LIKE STEAM ONLY ! D;
then went to eat jap food for dinner . :)
now I'm home , tired , damn full but still hungry .
HAHAHHA . AND I'M TALKING TO KELVIN ABOUT HAKUNA MATATA ! :D
goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B

Labels: :B . Jap food . Hello kitty . FAST BREAKKKKKKKKKKKK .

top. || 9:55 PM

hello .
had I&E today at 9 , woke up at 10 .
reached school at 10.30 . imba .
after our mini discussion , we went to coronation plaza to fix leonel's spectacles .
we headed to westmall after that , to find eugene and malcolm .
they headed to malcolm's house while we slacked at westmall .
walked around and stuff , then after that we went to meet them already .
went to bbdc , malcolm registered his BTT .
we headed for laser tag after that !
fun uh , as usual , but got last .
finding leonel . pfft .
after laser tag , took bus to bukit batok , then waited for 61 .
while waiting for 61 , I saw bff !
HAHAHAH .
so I went and chit chat with her . (:
she alighted at her place then I headed on to school .
went to library to find some of the titans , while the 3 of them slept .
comb. land training ran rifle range .
was quite okay , but my right joint hurt . :/
Idk why . :(
was roughly okay on average .
headed to mac for dinner with the team .
took 171 home , damn shag .
joint hurts like hell . :(
special day today , a year has passed .
a year since 5/20 13:14 .
so much has changed .
I liked , I lost .
I liked again , I gave up .
It's really tiring , sometimes .
juggling polo , studies , and girls .
polo : I try my best .
studies : I'm trying right now .
girls :
cried many times during the year , for girls , for bros , for forgetting .
many times , people tell me , bros tell me , family tell me , I tell myself , get over the girl .
I'm trying to get over her , I can say that I'm only but halfway there .
it's tough making this decision to forget her , but many people tell me to .
it's not easy , liking someone especially when it's something like a one - sided relationship .
yes , I didn't tell her .
I only told her near the end .
it might be fast , yes . but I don't know how to explain it .
feelings fade , yes ? but the heart gets tired , from giving in .
I'm tired , giving up seems like the best choice .
plus all the advice from people , it seemed like the best choice .
I'm sorry I'm giving up , but I wish you all the best .
I'll return you what I'm supposed to , and I hope we can still talk ! :D
you still owe me my email . but it's alright , been a year already , but it's alright .
HHAAHAH .
you take care .
B .

okay , time to go regenerate . :o
goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Labels: rifle range . kinder joy toy . 520 1314 . bros .

top. || 10:54 PM

hello .
just finished cfoc today , headed for slot after that .
only had 10boats today . so we did shifts .
super shag .
played match today , made mistakes .
once I had this chance to score , I didn't .
sian . :/
went to clementi to have long john after that with the team .
bought ramli burger & oreo crush and headed home with yaoguang .
come home slack & nua . :/
cfoccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc .
friday , met leonel and went his house .
came to school , waited for malcolm then we headed to camp together .
I was in group 1 , with eunice .
we changed our name to hot stuff ! :D
first night was just like , nothing much . hahahahha .
played catching at block18 , then we headed back to our rooms and slept .
we played dota until 4am . :D
then woke up at 9.30 on saturday , started our long day .
had captain's ball , we won all the matches ! but we didn't get to play the finals , I wonder why . :/
then we had those water games , and tried sprinter's boats . :D
quite fun . hahahhaha .
then we were supposed to decide our skit .
I showered and stuff , I was looking for my freshies but I couldn't find them . :/
turns out that they actually already started discussing the skit . :D
HAHAHA .
so when eunice & sili were ready , we went down to practice the skit .
had dinner after that , and we headed for the performances . :D
lasted like , 4hours ? around there . D:
I kept doing forfeits . :/
wonder girls dance . :D
then we headed out to the basketball court .
team talk .
motivational , felt great .
went to buy drinks with the rest , headed to eat fei xiong noodles after that .
went back , showered and slept .
bro , we will always support you !
woke up this morning , had abit of stiff neck . :/
washed up and went downstairs .
hot stuff won ! :D
YAYYYYYYYY ! (:
went for slot after that . :D
overall , cfoc was great !
okay , heading to jurong .
HAHAH NOT GOING JURONG ALREADY . :x
goodbye (:

Labels: kinder joy ., team motivation, Wonder girls

top. || 7:06 PM

hello .
it's been a week since I last blogged .
damn long , damn busy .
didn't go for land training last week , came home revise abit of em3a , still very shaky . :/
had the mini - quiz on thursday . confidently did one question , the other three .. LOL .
tuesday , express - gymed with eugene and leonel .
headed for slot after that .
wednesday , went for land training . sibei shag .
did 2 campus run , like going to die . the pace keep changing . :/
thursday , light gymed with markus , eugene & arif .
LOL , actually didn't gym . LOL .
friday , I felt that I went out ? can't remember . D:
went prawning at night with leonel , eugene , malcolm & leonel's bro cedrik .
prawning until damn shag . LOL .
tired but fun . HAHA .
kidney failure prawns . LOL .
went home at 6am . slept , woke up at 12 .
left house for ombres celebration for shi jie's birthday . :)
went to eat ajisen ramen at taka , then we went to bugis to walk .
after bugis , took a bus back to clementi .
slept on the bus , like damn shiok only .
one of the best naps . LOL .
ANYWAY , MINI OMBRE OVERSEAS OUTING TO GENTING ! WEEEE !
went to momo karen's house for gathering . (:
had prawn again . OMG . LOL .
then went home .
sunday , went for slot .
after slot , we went home .
going home was a mistake , so we went out .
HAHA .
Pks went to jurong east for first dinner !
hahahhaha .
not full attendance .
yao guang , class five and larissa couldn't make it .
so it was just malcolm , koko , zi xin , leonel , eugene and me .
HAHAHAHA .
like shiok only the dinner .
HAHA
took 180 home with the people . HAHHA .
came home , shag .
today , had cock edpr .
f*ck .
the teacher can go fucking die .
make me so pissed off .
f*ck .
had land training , shiok . gymed . :D
had yu pian tang at market .
SHIOK ! HAHAHAHA .
I love wondergirls ttm man .
goodbye .

Labels: So hot . Prawning . Genting . Training .

top. || 10:48 PM

hello .
land training on saturday .
ran campus , this week more tiring than last week though . :/
went for slot after that . was okay I guess .
went with leo to beautyworld to alter the berms we bought .
the lady said wait 2hours . we waited from 3 till 5 at mac .
when we went back , she said give her another 1 & 1/2 hours .
WTFFFFFF .
steam sia . waited 2hours doing nothing at mac .
played psp .
omggggg .
then we just left .
went to grandma's place .
played with twins for awhile . (:
then they went for their walk downstairs !
after they came back , they showered and went to sleep . :(
didn't take any pictures of them , again . ):
had dinner .
STINGRAY . OMGGGG .
HAHAHAHAHA .
then after dinner , went home .
played restaurant city . HAHAHAH !
slept , then sunday went for slot .
selection .
fuck .
fucking cui .
ranked last .
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
after slot headed to eugene's place for mahjong with malcolm & leonel .
after mahjong , me , malcolm & eugene went to bukitpanjangplaza for dinner .
had the economic rice 'cos I wanted to save money .
IT SUCKED .
then finished my sucky dinner , went downstairs .
bought sushi . :D
shiok ttmaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx .
had 4 of the egg mayo with fish roe one ? shiok ttm .
went to ntuc , bought another sushi .
the crabmeat one .
HAHAHA .
went to get milk .
after that , headed home .
played restaurant city , went to sleep .
I hate mondays and tuesdays .
the buses are all packed then I can't get on the bus .
cui .
late for class today .
3hour break now . 1 & 1/2 hour more to go .
sian ttm .
land training later .
goodbye .

Labels: fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking cui .

top. || 11:28 AM

hello .
just came back from mini - team outing .
we went to far east , looked around , had dinner , then headed to bugis .
saw some clothes , then we went to rochor road to have beancurd !
then we headed home from there .
bought this cap at bugis , 'cos arif and hefron bought caps , so I joined in .
HAHA !
then , went to graphite at bugis junction , bought this berm .
same design as koko , yo .
anyway , sold all my threadless tees already .
and yesterday , had mini - barbeque at eugene's place .
HAHA !
after the barbeque , headed up to eugene's place .
watched wonder girl's videos , and started drinking .
drank until around 4am ?
haha . 2bottles yesterday .
played drinking games , then when we stopped playing already , started chilling .
it was only last night , after letting it out , that I realised how much I still like you .
I keep telling myself , it's over .
but actually , it's not . I still like you .
but we can't be together , right ?
is it that difficult to forget someone ?
training tomorrow .
goodbye .

Labels: Yee haa . Flush down . House barn .

top. || 11:13 PM

hello .
tonight , will be the night , that I start forgetting everything .
forgetting that one time we went out .
forgetting that one time I texted you when I was drunk .
forgetting that one time I made you ice cream .
forgetting that one time I gave you your birthday present .
forgetting everything .

goodbye . ;)

Labels: Seems like I wasn't the good guy for you .

top. || 10:41 PM

hello .
first day of school yesterday was okay I guess .
had AEL tutorial , followed by a 3hour break .
then APPG class .
found out I was in malcolm's APPG class . finally someone I know . :/
went for training after that .
stamina super cui ttm .
today , waited for 184 for 45minutes before getting on one .
was late for DEL actually , but the lecturer didn't come , so I psychoed my classmates to leave . ^.^v
went for early break . saw hefron , had brunch together at makan place .
ivan & dickson joined us .
bought food for eugene , malcolm & leonel .
went for cca fiesta after that .
rushed for del lecture , followed by ael lecture .
found out that actually sinhan is in my ael lecture class .
went for ael practical .
went to town after that with leonel to deal threadless .
went to ramen ramen at railmall for dinner with family .
had ramenramenramen . shiok .
came home .
no mood these few days .
I wonder why .
confused ttm .
IS tomorrow . 8am .
cui ttm .
goodbye .

Labels: heartbreaker . the scientist .

top. || 11:05 PM

hello .
back from chalet on friday .
day1 of chalet :
checked in with titans , jolene , atiqah , eugene , damian , leonel , koko & jiawei .
I think so ?
checked in , rented bikes for the night .
cycled around .
bought dinner for some of them with lin , hefron , leonel & damian .
cycled back .
went shopping with hefron shortly after . (:
he got his new havaianas .
HAHA !
then we waited until 12midnight , then they finished their mahjong .
we went night cycling !
it was a bloody 7hour cycle .
legs numb , ass & everything that's touching the lousy shit 18$ bicycle seat .
reached the chalet at around 7 ? then showered , lied down for awhile with damian .
talked awhile .
then fell asleep .
woke up in the afternoon ? forgot what time .
slacked awhile , played left4dead .
then soon , started the fire for the barbeque .
cooked , ate , cooked , ate .
until around 1am / 2am ? haha .
adam was super drunk .
damn funny sio .
HAHAHA .
cleaned up after some of the people left , then went to shower .
played mahjong awhile , then slept .
woke up in the morning , checked out .
went to downtowneast & ate mac breakfast .
cabbed home with eugene , leonel & classfive !
shag like .
reached home around 12.30 .
left home at 1 , headed town with pam .
went to zara , look at clothes .
she wanted to buy me some . :D
didn't see any nice ones , so we left .
headed to heerens .
walk abit more .
then i headed home .
slept on the bus , reached home around 5plus .
slept till 10 .
woke up , used com until around 2 .
slept till 10 .
woke up , went for slot , until 12.30 .
went for work , until 6plus .
headed to nicholas' house for barbeque !
showered , then started eating .
then they came over .
slacked , played mahjong , drank .
anyway , happy birthday nicholas ! (:
slept at 4 , woke up at 11 .
came home , played dota .
headed to grandma's place .
left grandma's place , headed to lot1 to meet eugene , leonel , larissa & class five .
slacked , played daytona , then headed home .
nobody said it was easy , it's such a shame for us to part .
nobody said it was easy , no one ever said it would be this hard .
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
school's starting tomorrow .
don't really look forward to it .
maybe it's 'cos I'm repeating 2modules .
take care .
goodbye .

Labels: emo . school . freshies . nubs .

top. || 10:48 PM

hello .
been a week since I blogged .
last week of spcpoc was okay .
congratulations to monsters & devlins for winning 2nd & 3rd respectively .
good job everyone . (:
went for lunch with romeo , weizheng & hong gay .
romeo drove us . LOL .
steam . driving so convenient . ):<
ate at westmall .
chit chat abit with them , then romeo sent us home .
went to chit chat with wei zheng at kimsanleng .
saw a car accident . D:
monday , skipped slot , went to malaysia .
HAHAHA .
shiok .
we went there , ate at kenny rogers .
sucked . I felt that it isn't worth the money . :/
then we went shopping . didn't buy anything though . :D
then we had dinner at this seafood place .
damn nice .
spend like , 200+ ringgit ? ate alot .
then we had this competition . drink sugarcane competition .
lol . I lost . :/
then we came back to singapore .
today , went to cut hair with eugene at team salon at bukittimahplaza .
then went to school , ran campus in slippers .
went for slot after that .
played monkey and stuff .
super tiring .
went for dinner with the rest .
didn't eat , shared carrot cake with damian .
they went to play pool . played one round .
then cabbed home with amanda , zixin & leonel .
chalet's from later till tomorrow .
what happened ?
goodbye .

Labels: chalet . mad world .

top. || 1:45 AM

hello .
I think my left arm is breaking .
been hurting since last night , until now .
supposed to gym with them at school today .
skipped gym . :/

I'm watching this . HAHAHHAHA .
the starting song and the actual song are both nice uh .
I think the tune damn cute .
HAHAHA .
still so earlyyyyy . omggggggg . :/
goodbye .

Labels: 忍 . broken arm . nobody .

top. || 10:32 AM

hello .
yesterday , we had our last match , against NUS B .
a team that has more experience than us . but to me , it's a team that we should have won .
my arms failed me .
5months . work hard , study hard , gym hard , learn more .
goodbye .

Labels: 攻 ttm .

top. || 10:47 PM

hello .
sunburnt ttm .
never wear shirt yesterday during pool slot . ):
I should have worn the long sleeve dri fit siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . )':
now sunburnt like wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff .
watching movies with koko later in school . :D
I'm afraid 'cos I've failed before .
but this time , I'll do it differently .
'cos you're special !
I finally told her yesterday .
omgggggggggggggggggggggggg .
I just realised . it was after 8months too .
coincidence ?
let's hope it turns out well .
movie time !
goodbye .

Labels: holding on . sunburnt . movie .

top. || 9:49 AM

hello .
shaving bald tomorrow .
thought about it , won't be shaving .
oh well .
sian to the max .
goodbye .

Labels: mahjong . bald .

top. || 1:01 AM

hello .
today we had our first open's game .
against steam .
freestyle lost 3 - 1 .
composed . freestyle KI AH !

Labels: brothers in arms ;

top. || 12:03 AM

hello .
opens tomorrow .
Idk why I'm feeling so nervous right now .
maybe it's because recently my zoning's off - form .
I really hope I don't fuck up tomorrow .
14minutes to prove our worth .
let's do this freestyle .
freestyle ki ah .
goodbye .

Labels: freestyle ki ah .

top. || 12:32 AM

hello .
during slot today , suddenly felt like changing my paddle sticker .
feel like changing to " 攻 " or " 忍 " or maybe even " 力 " or something .
but damian said he wanted " 忍 " and " 力 " . so , oh well .
don't know which sticker to take away though .
maybe I'll just add on .
oh well .
just saw my timetable .
totally different classes with nicholas .
sian . means we're not in the same class .
heard that I'm in the same combined lecture as shijie .
:/
like what nicholas said , last chance to prove our worth already .
fuck .
6months .
omgggggggg . :/
screwed up during slot today .
underperformed .
was damn tired after just a short while .
I hope this doesn't happen during opens . :/
lost during mahjong today with eugene , leonel & larissa .
I lost 7$ . larissa lost 4$ . leonel broke even . eugene won 11$ .
congratulations on winning your first mahjong game . HAHA .
mahjong + steamboat tomorrow after slot .
I hate my life .
I fail at everything .
fuck .
goodbye .

Labels: Sorry . 忍 and mahjong .

top. || 12:40 AM

hello .
after the birthday party celebration , kelvin , gerald , yong jie , kheeteng & me went drinking at some coffeeshop .
HAHAHAHHA .
kheeteng didn't drink though . :D
then we were damn high .
we did alot of stupid shit , and shit that could get us into trouble , but it's okay !
HAHAHHA .
then we took the bus to bedok mrt ?
then we took the train all the way home . D:
super far . ):
but anyway , it was fun . :)
sunday , primary school gathering / barbeque . :D
training and stuff . :/
tuesday had mini barbeque at leonel's place .
HAHAH .
eugene , jason , leonel & me only .
poor jason .
he thought he had diabetes , and couldn't enjoy the sweet drinks . :/
but anyway , I'm sure he'll be fine . :D
finished barbequeing at 7 . HAHAHHA .
we went up and played mahjong .
:D
leonel won like 21$ ?
woah . another 21 . D:
so anyway , today , went down to yishun with those getting paddles .
dicksonyee & kahpin left .
aaron , damian , eugene , leonel & me went to eat at ishimura .
IMBA . HAHAHA .
after that , they went to play initial d .
drifters siol .
秋名山 !
HAHAHAHHA !
headed to toapayoh to get our tights !
HAHAHAHA . SUPER GAY .
then headed to school after that .
they were watching titanic .
dicksonyee & kahpin was watching the simpsons movie .
HAHAHA .
after that , went for land training .
today's land training , ran 10 laps of the track I think ?
then we had games .
captain's ball forthewin !
HAHAHA .
dream team please .
HAHAHAHHA .
after that , debriefed and we found out adam lost his phone . :/
poor adam , hope you'll find a phone . :/
after that , went to market to eat after such a long time . D:
went home , played dota .
shit . everytime play dota think of my results .
shag .
had supper .
shiok .
2 dinners .
mahjong tomorrow at leonel's place .
goodbye .

Labels: 秋名山 . supper and mahjong .

top. || 10:16 PM

hello .
back from cambodia .
ate alot .
lost muscle mass , became smaller size , gained fat .
holy shit .
rushed down for sport's camp showcase on thursday .
awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
used boat after such a long time .
shiok .
went to town to celebrate damian's birthday .
happy birthday bro . (:
then headed to nicholas' house for ton .
shiok .
slept at 3 .
HAHAHAH .
WOOOOO . PARTAY TIME . HAHAHHAHAHA !
woke up , went for slot on friday .
not many people came .
felt good though .
shiok .
today , played match . shit standard for me .
for freestyle , I don't know .
freestyle , we've gotta improve already .
lacking so much . we've gotta start before it's too late .
we lost 1 already , now we're left with 8 .
let's make that 8 worth it , aite ?
at least win something .
well , going to ms cheryl's 21st birthday celebration in awhile .
gerald is late as usual .
off now .
goodbye .

Labels: Reflect . Improve . Combine as one .

top. || 5:40 PM

hello .
at gerald's place now .
flying in a few hours .
heading to grandma's place later , then leaving with grandma .
coming back on thursday afternoon , rushing back to school for sport's camp showcase . :/
hope I'll make it on time .
why is it so difficult to talk to you ?
just heard "Katy Perry - Thinking of you " yesterday , malcolm sent me .
niceeeee .
grandtheftauto4 baby .
blog when I'm back . :/
goodbye .

Labels: Thinking of you .

top. || 7:16 PM

hello .
/edited .
friday , had slot .
was damn tiring man .
went to eugene's place , took redcliff2 .
came home , watched redcliff2 .
damn niceeeeeee .
well , yesterday , had slot .
played games ?
didn't want to get into boat , but rui xiang say go , so I went in .
finished slot , no clothes to change into , so I went over to granny's place , wet .
celebrated twins birthday , 1year old already ! (:
played back MU .
fun man .
played with weizheng .
HAHAHHA BASKET .
uber noob . anyway , met this guy , he's like 40+ ?
lol . nice guy , gave me equips .
so anyway , plvled weizheng awhile .
then had to go home already .
came home , slept .
this morning , went for slot .
finished slot , went to momo jenny's place for weiyang & fangting's birthday celebration .
haha .
happy birthday to the two of you , & the twins !
happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . (:
played MU again .
HAHAHHA .
tried zhyperMU again , felt good . :D
decided to transfer our characters over with malcolm .
cool shit .
anyway , lvling my mg now .
HAHAHA . damn tired .
mentally , physically .
working tomorrow morning , then gyming in the afternoon , then meeting up with malcolm ?
I think ?
haha . I miss all my bros . ):<
argh , screwed up .
goodbye .

Labels: Sodesne . steamsteamben . Party po pls . Ashcrowwww .

top. || 12:43 AM

hello .
been a few days since I talked to you .
you seem like you're okay , although I never talked to you .
you seem happy , you seem like you've got someone to cheer you up .
you seem like , you don't need me .
well , in the first place , did I even mean something to you ?
I hope so ? seems like you finally found someone you could trust , rely , spend time with , and lastly , love , then all the best to you .
if you have , all the best & good luck .
no matter what , I'll still be here , rain or shine .
If a sorry could change everything , and a picture paints a thousand words , then I'll paint a sorry for you .
I'm not someone that's good with words , knows what to do , knows how to ask a girl out and lastly , i'm not someone that's got guts .
maybe that's the reason why we don't click .
hopefully , everything will turn out the way I hope it will .
highly doubt so .
goodbye .

Labels: Waiting and canoepolo ;

top. || 1:22 AM

hello .
exams were over last wednesday .
gymed on wednesday , got my external hard disk with eugene at simlim after gym .
came home , transferred all the movies onto it .
thursday , rested I think .
friday , breakfast with monster at mac . :D
then chit chat about stuff , then went home .
not sure what I did after that though .
I gymed , then met up with secondary school clique for yuki&yaki .
the food was not bad , but super messy . :/
took pictures , then headed home with mel .
talked on the bus , came home , felt like drinking so I opened a few cans of beer . ):
saturday , didn't felt better . so didn't go for training .
went to find gerald , played xherosiege , then headed to toa payoh with him to deal his WoW account .
dealt the account , talked a little about his WoW friend .
reached his place , took my stuff , headed to momo karen's place for dinner .
came home , slept .
sunday , didn't do much . just practically stayed at home .
today , went for slot .
but before slot , did mini land training .
did pull ups , 15 , 12 , 10 .
felt weird doing them , maybe it's 'cos didn't do for too long ?
after that , went to ourspace to run the staircase .
tiring , couldn't breathe at times .
went for slot after that .
sprinting was tiring , but good .
gave 100% , felt good .
after slot , came home .
had dinner , played dota until now .
working tomorrow though , with dickson , rice & markus .
hope it'll be good ?
I think damian wants to come over tomorrow though . lol .
haven't told mom about it .
going to cambodia in 11days time .
fuck . really don't feel like going .
I hope this cough gets better , it's starting to irritate me .
Why am I so fucking stupid ?
I can't even do something so simple , correctly .
screwed up .
goodbye .

Labels: Tinkerbell and I'm sorry .

top. || 12:27 AM

hello .
having tonsillitis now .
it sucks like hell .
can't eat , can't talk , need to drink water like breathing air , drink so much water means need to keep on go pee . play one dota match can go pee 4times . wtf .
anyway , del paper on wednesday . :/
preparation is ultimate cui .
anyway , I bought a charmander key chain today .
HAHAHAH . DAMN CUTE . :D
okay , anyway , had a nightmare last night .
mommy said I woke up in the middle of the night , and she asked me to go back to sleep .
D:
I think I'm traumatised by something . D:
so anyway , here it goes .
I dreamt that I was somewhere , I think it's overseas .
I was with hermanos , playing match or something .
then , they packed up , kept the boats , and all left , magically .
the pool area has two sides , like ngee ann's , but of course , much bigger , and the baby pool is much deeper , somewhat like , both are really really deep .
so , I was walking from one end to the other end , then suddenly , I see dark figures are the bottom of the pool , I saw a crocodile going inside the water at the other side .
I was like , shit .
then I started to run to the end of the pool , then suddenly , a crocodile came out from the right side .
THE BEST PART ? A FOX JUMPED OUT OF THE LEFT SIDE OF NOWHERE AND DID A SOFT WOOF / SQUEAK . THEN JUMPED INTO THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE POOL , AND GOT EATEN BY THE CROCODILES .
WTF RIGHT . LOL .
I think I laughed in the dream , so anyway , the dream is damn long . crocodiles everywhere , trying to bite me and stuff , then I ran and ran , they were like , super fast . Idk why .
CROCODILES ARE SUPPOSED TO SLOW ? WTF .
so anyway , after the crocodile part , I tried to find hermanos , and Idk why I was holding a white nintendo ds . LOL . WTF .
then suddenly , I woke up .
it was 7am .
I SLEPT AT 12 , WOKE UP AT 7 .
I GYMED YESTERDAY SOMEMORE . POWER .
loooool .
so , that sums up my dream , well , the important parts .
so here's the meaning of my dream from online . :D

the crocodile .

Crocodiles in dreams in a positive way represent your potential and powers capable to seize luck when it comes. In a negative sense, crocodiles represent hazards lying beneath the surface of a seemingly harmless situation. Seeing a crocodile in the dream is a warning: you are surrounded by evil-minded people. If you got bitten by a crocodile, be careful: a dangerous situation has developed. Killing a crocodile in the dream is a sign that you will be able to defeat a powerful enemy. Also, see Alligator.

Since alligators and crocodiles are associated with water, and since water is often symbolic of the emotions, when these reptiles appear in your dreams they may be symbols of profound, potent emotions. They can mean your emotions have reached a dangerous level--you may be feeling like they will 'swallow' you whole. Your emotions may be reaching a point where they are becoming wild, and you feel you, like the alligator in the Florida lakes signs, may snap at any given moment.

and now , the fox .


The fox is a predator of great cunning and wiles. As such, to dream about the fox is to see oneself as either possessing or being victimized by such attributes. The focus on this symbol should be your sense of fear or kinship toward the fox. Whether you like or dislike the fox will determine the representation of the world and your relationships in it. If the fox is an adversary, the object that the fox is trying to take from you may be revealing.

A fox appearing in your dream should indicate that the qualities you most associate with a fox are somewhere at play in your life; either by you against someone else, or by someone else against you.

the fox one is rubbish , I can't find any trustworthy meanings of dreaming about a fox . D:
so anyway , about the crocodile , my emotions are at a dangerous level ? D:
SHIT SHIT SHIT . :/
OH YA . I WEBCAMMED WITH ADAM .
HAHAHAHHAHAHA .
DAMN FUNNY .
HAHAHAHAHA .
okay okay . blog tomorrow or something . WOW WEEE .
long post today . :D
goodbye .

Labels: Dreams ;

top. || 12:20 AM

hello .
came back from grandma's place .
was at kelvin's place earlier .
fuck . because of you I have to give in .
I have to sacrifice so much .
so many times already . it's been 2months already ?
still no change . fucked up .
anyway , had dinner .
lou yu sheng one more time .
loooool .
went to sunset way , 'cos uncle vincent sent us home .
then kahmin wanted her ice cream .
so they went to buy .
sunset way changed so much . :/
I really miss that place . ):<
so cosy uh .
anyway .
just realised how many things I want to buy .
want or need , I still want to buy them . :/
idk why , suddenly feel like getting a slide phone . D:
itouch or ipod ? :/
singlets . :D
berms . :D
tees . :D
watch . :D
x - large cap . :D
duffel bag & yakpak / eastpak . :/
that's a good 1k .
looks like I'll need to start working . :/
the time when I'm going to cambodia is so screwed .
in the middle of everything .
14th to 21st march .
just 2weeks after exams , 1week before SPCPOC , twin's birthday , weiyang's birthday , kahmin's birthday , damian's birthday , and I guess , I'll be going for AEL summer school .
FUCK . if I really go to summer school , training will definitely be affected .
I need money , I need brains , I need fitness and most of all , I need the freedom that I once had .
I need so many things . ):
but most of all , I want to settle down . ):<
goodbye .

Labels: I'll be there for you through it all ;

top. || 10:35 PM

hello .
had eg2 paper today .
can pass uh .
HAHAHHA .
POKEMON CRAZE HAS HIT US .

DAMIAN AND LEONEL . FOR YOU TWO .
HAHAHAHHA .
( EDITED )
HAHAHAHHA LEONEL DREW THIS .

GO CATCH THEM .
I CATCH WITH YOU TWO .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
I LOVE MY BROS & OMBRES & TEAMMATES & EVERYONE !
(:
goodbye .

Labels: pokemonnnnnn .

top. || 12:10 AM

hello .
went to school to study today .
did maths .
ael & del still untouched .
anyway , on the lighter note , red jumpsuit apparatus is coming to singaporeeee .
most probably going with dickson & gerald .
any others interested ? :D
red jumpsuit apparatus ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . :D
What happened to brotherhood ?

Gerald .

Me .

You .
What happened ?
You claim that nothing happened , just that we're not talking as much as last time .
But the problem is that , we can't even talk like last time .
It's not something that I want , I don't even have a choice .
I'm trying so hard . I looked at you walk past , you didn't even turn to say bye .
I don't know whether are you reading this , whether do you even know what's happening , or do you know but just can't be bothered ?
Even the wallpapers tell me something .
And I'm putting it up 'cos I still treat you as a brother .
Always had , always will .
Brother , come back ?
We'll be waiting , well , at least , I'll be waiting .
goodbye .

Labels: Brotherhood ;

top. || 1:58 AM

hello .
went to aaron's place today to study .
HAHAHAHHA .
GERALD & AARON WILL KNOW WHY .
LOOOOOOL .
then headed over to gerald's place to rip songs .
headed home after that .
been eating nasi pattaya + egg prata .
yesterday and today .
damn shiok I swear .
HAHAHAH .
then pour curry over the nasi pattaya .
OMGGGGGGG .
HAHAHAHHAHA .
3days till eg2 .
4days till ael .
8days till del .
but I'm still not readyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
wah lau like that how cannnnnnnn .
omgggggggggggggggggg .
no matter what , I'll be here .
good or bad , happy or sad .
just to let you know , I'll be there to help you start believe in love again .
whether you believed in it before , or you have yet to .
I'll be here .
smile(:
shittttttttttt I should be goingggggg .
goodbye .
top. || 12:01 AM

hello .
I don't know why .
I feel this song relates to me .

anyway !
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONEEEEEE ! (:
I spent the first few moments of valentine's day with Ombre.Barney .
HAHHAHA . ALL THE WAY TILL 4AM MAN .
HAHAHHAHAHA .
woke up at 12 .
did nothing productive until 6 .
left home for birthday celebration .
OMGGGGG .
BAOBEI SAID SHE'S GIVING ME TIC TACS FOR A VALENTINE'S GIFT !
OMGGGGGGGG .
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET IT FROM HERRRRRRR .
HAHAHAHAHA . MY GIRLFRIEND GIVE ME TIC TACS .
AND SHE'S ONLY PRIMARY1 LAH .
HAHAHHAAHHAAHAHAHA .
anyway , only one !
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
goodbye .

Labels: To have and to hold .

top. || 11:47 PM

hello .
haven't been blogging much recently .
schoolwork + exams + revisions are killing me . ):<
had my computerprogramming practical & mcq test earlier !
practical is like confirm guaranteed fail .
mcq was good , to me . 54 / 75 . hee hee . (:
for someone that doesn't know a single thing about compro , and flunked his written test & practical test , I think it's good ? D:
so anyway , after computer programming , headed to zhan cheng's house to finish my mini project .
thanks man . I owe you thousands and thousands of dollars already .
HAHAHAHAHHAA .
so after that , headed home .
when I reached bus - stop , I saw aaron !
so I talked with him for awhile .
then his bus came and I left . :D
came home , had 3bowls of rice .
damn fungry .
HHAHAH .
then after that , had one final yu sheng .
wah I swear , this year eat alot alot of yusheng .
I think I had 7times ?
zomfgggggggggg . D:
but today's one is damn nice .
so after eating dinner , finished up compro .
did the report and sample dialog . :D
gymming tomorrow with eugene & haikel . maybe malcolm . (:
so anyway , opened my itunes .
take a look at this .

HAHAHAHA . It's my all - time favouriteeeeeeeeee .
I never play cheat one hor .
HAHAHHAA .
okayyyyyyyyyyy .
I dreamt of youuuuuuuuuuu .
you came over to my place to bake cookies !
you stayed for lunch & dinner .
then I sent you home .
I looked up , wanting to see your block number .
but it was all a blur .
why ?
time for revision . (:
goodbye .

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top. || 10:41 PM

hello .
waiting for eugene to finish his test then head home .
met gerald for breakfast today .
had 2 egg prata + breakfast set . :D
then headed for businessfinance class .
I thought we had presentation today , but found out it was next week . :D
tried selling the threadless tees , but everyone's bids for it is like , 15 - 25$ .
doesn't even cover the cost of 30$ . ):
fuck . I blog so much earlier then all gone .
only kept the paragraph on top .
blogger sucks .
maybe switching blogs .
anyway , Idk why I suddenly feel so angry .
maybe 'cos I blogged alot then all gone .
:/
anyway , to sum it up , I need alot of money .
to buy shorts , bustedtees & threadless tees , adidas hoodie / windbreaker , more singlets , a new watch & maybe a new phone . ):
so many things . ):
I want a job .
maybe get a job at an ice cream shop ?
it'll be so cool . :D
scooping ice cream & serving them . :D
working at a cafe / restaurant should be cool too . (:
anyway , OMBRES meeting later .
omfgggggggggggggggggggggg .
although the last time I saw them was last sunday , I miss them alot lah . ):
especially Ombre.Swarley , Ombre.Legend & AhMok .
and now I miss b.net . ):
I MISS EVERYTHING . ):
okay blog later with pictures from ombres meeting . (:
goodbye .

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top. || 3:01 PM

hello .
The small yellow flower from the story
Was wandering since the day she was born
Swinging on a swing in her childhood
Swinging her memories all the way until now.

Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky
I think of petals trying to fall
That day I skipped school for you
That day the flower fell
The space of the classroom
Why can't I see it?
That rainy day that disappeared -
How I want to be rained upon again

Never thought that I still kept my lost courage
How I want to ask again:

Will you wait or will you go away?
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand
But unfortunately, the rain kept on
Falling until I couldn't see you
How much longer until I can be beside you again?
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I'll be a little better then

Long ago, a person loved you for so long
But unfortunately, the wind kept on
Blowing, widening the gap so much further
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, "Goodbye"
goodbye .

Labels: Will you stay or will you go ?

top. || 8:58 PM

hello .
screw everything that i fight for , i live for , i smile for .
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .
it's all ending , is it ?
you're leaving me alone now , is it ?
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .
fuck everything .
i'm tired .
i'm losing my mind , not only that , i'm losing you at the same time .
am i ?
goodbye .
oh wait , this might just be the last goodbye .

Labels: I miss that one time i spent with you ;

top. || 7:52 PM

hello .
so today had match against RED TIDE .
they're real good , well , towards us lah .
well , they're damn experienced so it's normal for us to feel that they're real good .
we got thrashed .
but like what rui xiang said , we lose is confirmed one .
but I still feel that i under performed .
so after slot , me and damian rushed to westmall to meet the OMBRES .
hee hee .
we catched " Love matters " .
quite funny yet supposed to have a meaning behind it , but we just felt it was more of funny . :D
then after that , we headed to leonel's place for steamboat .
so we reached abit earlier than expected . :D
so we played blackjack first .
then his brother joined in !
I'll upload the pictures tomorrow , too lazy to upload them today .
so after blackjack , we had our steamboat dinner .
it was seriously , legendary .
LEGENDARY I SWEAR .
HAHHAHAHA .
then , we were all damn full , cedrick ( I'm not sure is this the way to spell his name ? D; ) , wei jie , nicholas and leonel went to play mahjong .
leaving only me , damian , justin and shijie to eat the rest of the food . DAMN FULL LAH .
then after that , we watched tennis for awhile !
THEN WE HAD LOU YU SHENG ALTHOUGH WE DAMN FULL .
then finish lou yu sheng , we cut the birthday cake for all our birthdays this year .
damn imba .
then they pushed me when I was taking a bite of the cake , push me not only once , but twice .
TWICE .
nb . then the whole lower part of my face got cake . )':
then my nose got the cake , damn disgusting .
I went to wash my face , then I smelt vomit all the time .
damn disgusting .
so after that , we continued playing blackjack .
I think I broke even today .
never win / lose . =D
then came home , had a little talk with weijie on the bus . (:
I wish you all the best aite bro ? we're always here for you , always had , always will !
I hope someone will organise a steamboat next week or something for hermanos .
eugene needs it I know .
HAHAHAHHA .
sorry man , I know you need your steamboat .
FRIDAY ? :D
TO KELVIN & YONGKIAT ! WHEN WILL WE HAVE OUR STEAMBOAT ? ):
What happened ? I try talking to you , it just seems to fail these few days .
Is it me ? Please tell me what's on your mind if there's any .
I'm losing my mind just thinking why you're like this .
Please , I feel like I'm losing you when I don't even have you in the first place .
I don't want to lose you , no matter what .
Please , stay .
Let's talk , please ?
got my threadless tees from eugene !
I think I'm selling them online though . D:
any buyers ? :D
I THINK I'LL BE TAKING PART IN ADIDAS SUNDOWN ! OMGGGGG .
SHOULD I ? D;
IT'S 42KM , NOT 4.2KM .
IT'S 2 AND A HALF RIFLE RANGES OMFG . D;
alright , I better end here before I totally forget about my CATS project and fifi will kill me for not doing my six thinking hats .
how ironic , I think six isn't enough for me right now .
goodbye .

Labels: I want you back even though I never had you ;

top. || 1:11 AM

hello .
chinese new year was great .
argh . blog tomorrow .
damn tired from the running earlier around panjang .
D:
goodbye .

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top. || 11:14 PM

hello .
don't know why , don't feel like blogging recently .
so anyway , had pool slot yesterday and today .
some of the girls got their paddle already , on thursday .
so they used it yesterday .
before slot we had training led by benson .
killer .
total killer .
after slot yesterday came to granny's place for reunion dinner .
stayed over .
went for slot today .
couldn't walk properly .
legs too cui .
butt as well . :/
so anyway , went for slot today .
wei zheng threw a ball and hit me in the face .
bent my spectacles .
:/
then dickson was playing ball shielding with me , then his boat hit my finger .
now my right middle finger can't move properly .
and even when I type it hurts like hell . ):<
so after that , stayed on for awhile more .
then we headed to bukittimahplaza to repair my spectacles , they went to fairprice .
then we had kfc .
took 61 with damian to granny's place .
then at ngee ann bus stop , saw benji .
so anyway , came over , played with the twins abit .
played with them this morning as well .
they're damn cute I swear .
I think I'll take pictures of them tomorrow or something .
and I'll upload it ! :D
this morning , tengteng woke up , then he hid behind the chair .
then when he tried to see beyond the chair , he laughed .
damn funny I swear .
then I kept laughing .
so after that , went to school already .
anyway ,
this year there's so many legend .. wait for it .. wait for it .. and i hope you're not lactose intolerant 'cos the next word is .. dary ! legend - dary ! legendary ! movies .
transformers 2 , x - men origins : wolverine , fast and furious4 , watchmen , i love you man , valkyrie , friday the 13th , two lovers , terminator salvation , che , 9 , 2012 , revolutionary road , ice age 3 ( MUST WATCH . MUST MUST WATCH ! ) , angels and demons , the tale of despereaux .
OMG . THAT'S LIKE 16 SHOWS . D;
need to save money for movies . D:
okay . end here .
goodbye .

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top. || 4:22 PM

hello .
wow . it's been a week since I blogged .
the past week was okay I guess .
this week is going to be a killer .
loads of stuff to do .
CATS , DEL project , DEL & AEL revision and EG2 quiz .
it's gonna be a killer week .
so anyway , didn't go for training today .
going to do DEL project later at bukitpanjangplaza with jonathan .
maybe studying abit with sinhan .
tomorrow got EG2 quiz , 5% . :/
wednesday got CATS project , don't think I'll be going to comb. land training as well . :/
thursday got DEL retest . :/
friday got AEL retest . :/
cui ah .
then 4more weeks including this week till exams .
omg . :/
I think this week's pool slot will be cui .
don't know gymming tomorrow anot .
then never go land training .
omgggggggggggg . :/
ultimate cui - ness .
okay i should go now . blog soon or something .
goodbye .

Labels: 1month to prove my worth and my heart .

top. || 6:37 PM

hello .
had a great weekend .
had pool slot on saturday , followed by the last day of the openhouse2009 ! (:
then me and hefron went to dickson's place to have dinner . (:
talked a little bit , then i went off to find zac to go to NTU !
reached there really late , left after 5minutes or so .
headed to jurongpoint .
they had their late dinner , i headed over to momo jenny's place for the night . (:
slept at around 12plus .
woke up at 7 , headed to jurongpoint to meet hermanos .
bought breakfast then headed to NTU .
ate abit , then got ready for the first match , against TPReds .
played first , then i guess i was too nervous , because of me , i didn't zone properly , i let them score two goals . :/
then i sub - ed out .
they scored back , 3-2 .
then final score , 3-3 .
not bad for a start though .
tied with TPReds .
then had the other matches .
second match i didn't play , 'cos there wasn't enough boats .
the score was 7-0 .
we won . :D
third match , we won . :)
fourth match , we won . :)
fifth and final match before dinner break , against TPawkers .
tough one , and with a little bit of luck , we won . :)
had dinner break the everyone went to take a short nap at the grandstand at NTU .
woke up , headed for our match again .
had two more matches in the grouping , forgot who we played against .
i think it's SP followed by TPeace .
we won SP but lost TPeace .
they were really good . :/
then the ladder was out , TPeace was first .
we were second , SPK4 was third , TPawkers were fourth .
we couldn't play with TPeace unless we won the third team in the rankings .
so we waited .
TPawkers lost to SPK4 , so SPK4 fought with us .
we won SPK4 , holding our second place .
the finals ?
TPeace VS. Banana .
IT WAS SO LEGENDARY , THAT LEGENDARY CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW LEGENDARY IT IS .
IT'S JUST , LEGEND OF THE LEGENDARY .
TPeace and us were really of the same standard .
malcolm shot in the first ball , second ball and the third ball .
TPeace fought back , 3-3 .
second half , 4-3 , 5-3 then the final ball , 6-3 .
we won .
we got first .
ngee ann finally got first . (:
they shot about 3 shots that were blocked by zac / hit upper bar and rebounded .
wasted .
but then , TPeace's match with us was really a good one , learnt alot of things .
TP players were really nice too ! (:
hope to see them at SPCPC , exchange msn maybe ? :D
so we bailed boats , then kept our stuff .
collected our prize , 100$ cash , 2 spray decks , a 80$ double dutch voucher , 4 spa discount coupons , 4 eye treatment discount coupons . (:
although the other teams didn't win , everyone fought hard and played their best .
especially cherry ,
it's really sad how everything was so coincidental .
hefron's back got injured , dickson had flu .
and eugene wasn't really good with keeping .
but then , no one gave up .
they almost gave up , but they didn't .
hefron's back hurt once , then he came out .
i helped him apply deep heat , rubbing his back for awhile .
when he felt better , he went back in .
he didn't give up , until the last minute when his back gave way .
i was really scared when i saw hefron capsize , i was so afraid he couldn't handroll up , i shouted at eugene to go save him .
he tried handrolling three times i think .
then he gave a real good handroll and came up .
he couldn't sit up straight because of his back .
i went into the pool and brought him to the pool deck .
one guy from TP , his name is andrew , he helped pull hefron out . (:
the organiser came over and talked to him .
then we helped hefron up and let him lie down .
well , although cherry got last , it doesn't mean anything guys .
you all know that your standard isn't the last .
it was just pure coincidence for everything to happen .
let's all train hard for SPCPC okay ? (:
hardcore shooting , here i come .
today , had gym .
was okay i guess .
worked out alot .
did 5sets of shoulders .
7sets of triceps .
6sets of biceps .
tired like hell .
anyway , no more emo bennnnnnnnn .
LOL .
we'll see . (:
oh ya , my bro capsized me today when i didn't have spare clothing and made me shiver so badly when i came out , made me go to kap to eat in the air - con , freezing .
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA .
alright , end here . blog tomorrow or something after land training . (:
you better don't push it , one last chance to show your worth .
goodbye .

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top. || 11:19 PM

hello .
back from town .
accompanied leonel to cut his hair .
then had dinner and stuff .
took a cab home with them .
:D
damn shag .
i don't know why , yesterday spend the whole day at the booth , today spent around 4hours in total at the booth .
both damn shag . D:
took pictures today . :D
took some group pictures , and i took a picture with haikel !
COOL SHIT MAN .
will upload it soon if i can . :D
i went to see the NTU 3v3 match arrangements , which made me damn nervous .
but now it's getting better , so i guess , in overall , i'm calming down . (:
NTU 3v3 ! ZOMFG . D;
goodbye .

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top. || 11:53 PM

hello .
had comb. land training yesterday .
killer .
ran alot .
ALOT .
damn shag .
had openhouse2009 today !
was okay . supposed to go for class at 9 . but in the end just skipped it . D:
so anyway , stayed until around 6 ? then left .
damn tired .
came home , showered , had dinner .
How old are you already ? You're going on 22 , but your mentality's so fucking childish .
You don't come home , you don't even bother calling .
In the wrong already still don't want to apologise , keep thinking you're right .
Compare with me ? Then now i'm being dragged down as well ?
Immature fuck .
totally ruined the mood .
oh well , blogging again .
Best of me , FULL THROTTLE .
Livestrong , hold on . (:
goodbye .

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top. || 9:13 PM

hello .
school started yesterday .
was okay , changed CATS teacher .
finally . :D
he seems cool . quite funny as well . :D
had netball after that , then went gymming .
came home for dinner , then went to sleep . D:
today , had lessons for the first time .
okay i guess .
passed maths .
61 / 100 . :D
cool shit .
failed del .
@#$%@#$&@#$&@#$ !
haven't get back ael . D:
anyway , mom told me to go to cambodia during the long vacation to pay dad a visit .
should i go ? D:
it's a week .
march 14th - 21st . D:
still thinking , any suggestions ? :/
oh well , muscle aches once again .
Use me as you will , pull my strings just for a thrill .
And I know I'll be okay , though my skies are turning gray .
goodbye .

Labels: Father or team ?

top. || 8:11 PM

hello .
had slot today .
was okay , played some games and stuff .
cool stuff , seriously . (:
then we bathed , headed to jurongpoint to have our lunch before heading to NTU .
had a legendary lunch at longjohn , then had a legendary experience .
seriously , legendary .
went to watch 3v3 !
reached during the match between ngeeann & sim .
ngeeann won , then they rested for awhile .
the last match for first place ,
singaporepoly vs ngeeannpoly .
TOTALLY LEGENDARISED . LIKE ZOMFGAURAZSZXSZXIEDDDDDDD .
Match started off , sp scored one , followed by another one , then another one .
then , suddenly , np scored one . followed by another , AND THEN ANOTHER !
3-3 . scores tied .
THEN NGEE ANN SCORED ONE MORE .
WOO . NGEEANN SIDE GOES WILD .
timer counts down , soon running out of time , then sp scored in the last ball , tieing at 4-4 .
they went on to play 3-1-3 .
golden goal .
ZOMFG .
golden goal is the shitszx .
seriously , they might as well call it sudden death . :/
golden goal supposed to be like , hit a certain amount one i thought ? :/
anyway , tough fight , ngeeann got the first ball , shot once , didn't go in .
sp shot once , didn't go in .
twice , didn't go in .
then ngee ann shot the last time , didn't go in .
D:
sp fast break , shot back .
junkang blocked the first shot , ball flew to a sp player .
junkang lost his paddle , which also means goal is undefended .
sp picks up the ball , shoots , scores .
sp wins .
fucking emo .
totally good game though .
even though ngeeann lost , but to me , they never did .
i'm sure if it was a normal 3-1-3 game , they would stand a high chance .
everyone was already doing their best .
but then , it wasn't a 3-1-3 normal game , it was golden goal . )':
it's gonna end , one day .
no more streaks .
train up , step up .
let's do this , team .
after that , me , zac , yaoguang & wei zheng left .
headed home .
came home , had a legendary dinner made by mom .
it was fried beehoon with some vegetarian side dishes .
because of that , i had 5 plates of fried bee hoon .
the temple at joo chiat has some seriously legendary dishes that are just , legendary .
to sum up , i guess i had a legendary day .
(:
school's starting tomorrow .
holy shit .
goodbye .

Labels: Legendary .

top. || 11:21 PM

hello .
new year , new resolution , new life , new skin ! :D
went for slot , then showered and had dinner at some steamboat place at bugis for 22$ .
was okay , but the service sucks .
well , what to expect ? you've already paid money , so they don't care if you left .
i think that's the difference between eating in a restaurant and eating at a place like that . D:
so after dinner , we went to loads of places .
we went to bugis , then we took a train to someplace .
shit i forgot .
then we got off the train , took a bus to outram park , then we took a train to vivocity .
like wtfffffffffffffff .
but it was damn crappy anyway , so i guess it was alright .
the countdown wasn't even a countdown at all .
we used to go for countdowns , seems like it was different afterall . (:
okay , so i spent the last few minutes of 2008 with ombres at vivocity .
was pretty boring this year , so we went around saying happy new year to people !
well , only me and shijie though . D:
then after that , we took a train to clementi , rested awhile at the coffeeshop , then we headed to nicholas' house !
once we reached , it was mahjong time . :)
won 4 matches in a row , then they asked to stop .
tsk .
then wynnee came over to nicholas' house .
then we drank a little .
played some games , drank somemore .
then i stopped drinking , went to play dota for awhile , they started playing mahjong , then i went to play mahjong .
played awhile , then i went to sleep . :D
woke up , came home .
saw mom , eun & pam at the bus stop .
they were going out for breakfast .
hope they'll buy something for me 'cos i told them to . D:
so now , that's all for yesterday & today .
flashbacks !
loads of events happened in 2008 , came to poly , watched how i met your mother , joined canoe polo , studied once again , went overseas with my team for the first time , made new friends , learnt mahjong , completed my first race !
some things that i pictured to happen , didn't happen .
like dreaming that i was singing and dancing under a christmas tree , it didn't happen at all .
maybe it would be next year ? christmas come quick once again . (:
that's roughly the sum of all major events for this year .
new year , new resolution .
higher gpa , play my first tournament , stronger , faster , better . (:
pictures pictures pictures ! D:
goodbye .

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top. || 1:08 PM

hello .
celebrated my birthday with family over dinner .
had hongbaos . :D
anyway , thank you all for the birthday wishes & stuff .
made one wish that's all . (:
had pool slot today .
played abit , then headed home for dinner .
watched some movies , and settled the barbeque stuff for 4e4 gathering tomorrow . :D
alright , end here . hopefully some photos tomorrow . :D
goodbye .

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top. || 12:11 AM

hello .
had pool slot today , was different .
then played match , okay .
usual stuff , got thrashed .
then after slot , met up with the gbs at bukit timah plaza . (:
then we had pizza hut for my birthday meal ! their treat .
awwww . (:
then we headed to kap to play this game that me and kelvin played .
see who can down a double cheeseburger the fastest .
he clocked 1min50+ seconds . D:
i clocked like 7minutes . :/
then while eating halfway , i felt this hard thing inside the beef patty .
it was a bone or something lah . wth . :/
then after our little game , we headed to town . (:
yongkiat went to look at his bag and stuff .
SAW ALOT OF TEACHERS ! LIKE 3 IN ONE DAY .
HAHAHA .
saw quite afew familiar faces . (:
saw ms alicia ang , ms toh and one more teacher whom i forgot who . D:
then we saw eriana , i saw xavin .
saw jiawei & junwei working at heerens .
okay so anyway , i'll upload pictures of their present for me soon ! (:
then after that , i headed to currywok for dinner with family .
saw the prettylady again !
HAHHAHAH .
she ask me why i became so tanned since the previous time i went there .
so we chit chatted awhile , then they paid and we left .
went over to grandma's place .
twins were sleeping , so we all watched tv for awhile . :D
then they woke up , both were crying .
tengteng ( elder ) stopped crying shortly , then dada ( younger ) continued crying .
then tengteng started laughing .
LIKE DAMN CUTE LAH .
HAHAHAHHA .
dada continued crying . D:
then they made milk for them .
then they stopped thereafter . (:
so anyway , soon after that , we left for home .
came home , auntie liang sin gave me a present too !
haven't open it though . :D
eun eun gave me a present too .
damn sweet .
i'll upload pictures soon . (:
so anyway , having a dinner at momo jenny's place again tomorrow . :D
then there's the friendly against NUS tomorrow . D:
so yes , i've just turned 17 .
feels okay .
like every other birthday i guess .
feels incomplete complete . (:
one more to the 18th . :D
so , let's see how it goes tomorrow . (:
생일 축하합니다
goodbye .

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top. || 11:47 PM

hello .
merry christmas . (:
had christmas dinner at momo jenny's place last night .
stayed over thereafter , slept at 3 on her sofa .
damn comfortable please .
HAHAHHA .
woke up at 1 . D:
i'll be there for you through it all , even if saving you sends me to heaven .
had brunch . :D
granny gave me hongbao for my birthday already . :D
and this sunday got tangyuan to eattttt .
heehee .
4e4 gathering on the 30th !
pwnage .
HEE HEE .
lonely christmas afterall .
meeting alex , eugene and leonel later at town .
okay . blog later or something .
hee hee .
goodbye .

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top. || 3:38 PM

hello .
back from malaysia .
had fever last night . :/
well , ate panadols earlier and it was alright already . :D
slept on the bus ride back , stopped for quick dinner .
took mrt from jurongeast to pending .
showered , unpacked , had supper from grandma's place .
but no tangyuan .
wah lau eh . every year also eat one . ):<
grandma didn't pack it for me 'cos she wants me to visit her . ):<
i think i will tomorrow .
hopefully .
D:
ZOMFG . MOM BOUGHT ME HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER DVD FROM CAMBODIA .
HEE HEE HEE . ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
fuck .
my zara top lost from malaysia .
haven't even wear before .
nb .
anyway sis liked her birthday present .
like i imagined , she laughed out first , then smiled and asked seriously where was her actual present .
i understand her too well . :D
everyone's sick man .
everyone should get well soon . (:
goodbye .

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top. || 1:15 AM

hello .
blogging in malaysia now . (:
the hotel has free wireless , yeah . :D
okay , so far so good . 2 days 2 nights in malaysia already . :D
loads of shopping .
HAHHAA .
loads of bargaining also !
shiok .
bought a basic tee from zara yesterday , bought a transformers shirt with malcolm today , bought my shoe from converse today , bought a cap today , bought a belt today , bought a wallet for sis today . :D
spend alot of money already . ):<
like going to run out of cash already . ):<
so anyway , watched bolt on monday . :DD
damn cute . AHAHHAA .
then ton - ed at malcolm's house on wednesday . shiok . :D
slept at 3am last night .
sleeping at 3am again today .
need to wake up at 8.30 tomorrow .
i know i'll be late . like tomorrow's pool slot confirm cui . ):<
in the reservoirs somemore .
double cui .
no lights .
triple cui .
no toilets .
ULTIMATE CUI . ):<
the food's here not bad uh .
GOT A&W .
SHIOK ONLY PLEASE .
HAHAHAHHAHA .
CONEY DOG + CURLY FRIES + ROOT BEER FLOAT .
PWNAGE . <3
HAHHAHA .
spending money like it's free . ):<
okay .
starting to have running nose on top of the already bad situation sore throat . D:
too much egg prata from downstairs + instant noodles as snacks + lack of PURE WATER .
):<
goodbye .

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top. || 2:44 AM

hello .

Labels: Brothers in arms now and forever .

top. || 9:28 PM

hello .
have you ever been put in a position where the tables are turned against you ?
have you ever been in a situation where the whole fucking situation is so fucked up that you just feel like dropping everything and just scream your fucking lungs out ?
have you ever been left behind ?
have you ever felt helpless ?
have you ever ?
i do .
fuck .
goodbye .

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top. || 7:17 PM

hello .
finished the common tests today with the AEL paper .
then our long day began .
headed to lavender to do eugene's passport .
I SAW JIU JIU & JIU MA & THE TWINS .
HEE HEE . SO CUTE NOW .
THEIR CHEEKS EXTRA CHUBBY . HAHAHAHHAHA .
HEE HEE HEE . (:
then after that , headed to bugis , shopped , then they went to collect their sticker .
headed to city hall , bought our ugly dolls , then headed to queensway !
settled the polo singlet , like finally . D:
then rushed back to town to meet sinhan !
he bought his RALPH LAUREN POLO TEE SIOL .
HAHAHHAHA .
then we walked around , decided to find malcolm , so we headed to wheelock .
saw him and junwei working there , asked him whether he want to join us for drinking .
he said he got num meeting , so , we headed off .
on the bus , just before my stop , they decided to drink another day .
so .. we all went home . :D
came home , play dota .
and and and .
my new uglydoll is target !
hahaha .
damn cute . like some old octopus with chest hair and a beard . HEE HEE .
will upload photos soon . :D
wah shiok .
holidays start already . although only 3weeks .
BUT LET'S MAKE IT LEGEND .. WAIT FOR IT .. WAIT FOR IT .. AND I HOPE YOU'RE NOT LACTOSE INTOLERANT 'COS THE NEXT WORD IS .. DARY ! LEGEND - DARY ! LEGENDARY ! :D
i need money .
loads of it .
like i said , i need banks of money .
not bank , banks .
banks of it .
):
wah damn hungry now .
goodbye .

Labels: Your guardian angel ;

top. || 12:24 AM

hello .
200th blog post .
quite weird , did a longer post for the 100th one , and the 200th one is gonna be short .
DEL HUAT AH !
goodbye .

Labels: 2 more days till freedom ;

top. || 12:01 AM

hello .
standard chartered singapore marathon helpout last night till this afternoon !
not bad .
abit screwed up , but , okay lor .
the pay was screwed up .
volunteer this kind of thing still must see people face one .
wth .
last night we bringing the water over , then the lady in charge of the medical tent damn bitchy .
" this is not a dumping ground . when the runners come in here , they have to rest . "
then i explain to her telling that the person in charge of us told us to put it here one .
" shhh . you listen to me . "
nb . damn screwed .
help people still must see their face .
pfft .
came home , super shag .
saw mom before she left for the airport , when i came out of the shower , she left already , then left one note saying that she go already , got kimchi soup in the kitchen with rice , my allowance is with pam , don't stay outside , don't come home too late .
so that's all i guess .
so much for being alone .
lol .
grew up with this mindset anyway .
fuck .
i feel like breaking down .
so much pressure on me .
so many problems .
fuck .
goodbye .

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top. || 1:20 AM

hello .
had eg2 retest for quiz1 today . did pretty well i suppose .
he gave me retest for quiz2 next week on tuesday .
after the quiz came to library to study with the rest .
sorry i screwed up once again .
i'm a fucking screwed up screw up .
no more , no more .
the things i do , only after doing it and when people tell me how fucked up i am , then i realise how fucked up i am .
the things i say , sometimes hurt people yet to me it's a joke .
fucked up or not ?
fucked up , check .
no more , no more .
if i disappointed you in anyway , i'm sincerely sorry .
to change for everyone's good . to change for everyone's benefit .
to change .
fuck . no mood to study already .
gonna do mcqs .
goodbye .

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top. || 6:55 PM

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28DECEMBER1991
NGEE ANN CANOE POLO
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